My Book-West Cliffe

<body topmargin=0 leftmargin=0 marginheight=0 marginwidth=0> <table cellpadding=0 cellspacing=0 border=0><tr> <td valign="top" colspan=2 height=125 BGCOLOR="#006699" TEXT="#080000" background="0c3085a3.jpg"> <div> <B>Jamaica~Noamie's Negril.Com</B></div> <div> <B><IMG SRC="2fe58010.gif" border=0 width="600" height="1" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <div> <FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#EEEEEE" FACE="Eurostile" ><B>                           Noamie's - Jamaican Tea Room...An Innovative Walk into Traveling & Reality </B></FONT><I><B>      </B></I><FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#CCCCE4" FACE="Eurostile" ><A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Jamaica Noamies Negril.Com "><U><B>Home </B></U></A></FONT><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#CCCCE4" FACE="Eurostile" ><B> </B></FONT><I><B>                                                                       </B></I></div> <div> <B> </B></div> <div> </div> </td> </tr><tr> <td valign="top" width=210 BGCOLOR="#FFFFFF" TEXT="#080000" background="0c4d2e83.jpg"> <div> <I>Negril: The Place I'll Rather Be</I></div> <div> <I>...</I><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#FF66FF" FACE="Desdemona" >Jamaica ~ Negril</FONT></div> <bR> <div>  <FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#FF66FF" FACE="Dauphin" ><A HREF="index.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Jamaica Noamies Negril.Com "><U><B>Country Road</B></U></A></FONT></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id4.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="West Cliffe The Place I Called Home"><U><B>Cross Road</B></U></A></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id89.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Rememberance : People of My Childhood"><U><B>The Garden</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id2.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Who is Noamie?"><U><B>Who is Noamie?</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id50.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Paracme"><U><B>Paracme's Memories</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id87.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Jamaica Cowboy"><U><B>Remembering:- Jamaica Cowboy</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id74.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="The Frog That Would Not Let Me Forget"><U><B>A Frog That Would Not Let me Forget</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id66.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="BarBBarn Negril Cooking it up with Norm"><U><B>Norm's Negril</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id19.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 1 A Star is Born ... 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A little town, called Orange Hill, Hill's People, located  in the parish of Westmoreland.  </div> <bR> <bR> <div> Sincerely,</div> <div> Noamie</div> <bR> <bR> </tD> </tR> </TABLE></div> <bR> <div> <IMG SRC="2fe58010.gif" border=0 width="600" height="1" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> <IMG SRC="336c7720.jpg" border=0 width="199" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="337c9720.jpg" border=0 width="201" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <bR> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> <B>CONTENTS</B></div> <div> <B><IMG SRC="1c487650.jpg" border=0 width="135" height="101" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <div> <B>Front Cover:  Noamie -From  The Corner of My Mind; i looked</B></div> <div> <B>West Cliffe </B><FONT SIZE="2" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Eurostile" ><B>by  Norma Bremmer-McLain All Rights Reserved. </B></FONT></div> <div> <B>No unauthorized re-print or electronic storage, or distribution without written permission from the owner-Noamie or agent.</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Acknowledgements & Gratitude's...................................................Page i</B></div> <div> <A HREF="id19.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 1 A Star is Born ... The Road T"><U><B>Chapter One</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> .................................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age</B></FONT><B> </B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>3 -9</B></FONT><FONT SIZE="6" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> </B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Prelude to Introduction & Page One............... ii</B></div> <div> <B>1964 -1966: West Cliffe  - The Road That leads Us Here.......... .3</B></div> <div>            My Early days of childhood </div> <div>            Remembering that which cannot be forgotten</div> <div> The Road That Leads Us Here:.........................................................................3</div> <div> Old Forgotten Landscapes: Old Landmarks</div> <div> The Indian Man & Tillbury  with Spiritual Grounds- Injun Head</div> <div> The Big House called West Cliffe: </div> <div> Tillbury: 1960-1968................................................................................4</div> <div> My Grandfather, Norman: The Man Behind My Inner Strength....... 4</div> <div> Lunch with Beggage-Water................................................................ 6</div> <div> Me, Grandpa and the Gennip Tree ............................................... ..6</div> <div> The Sour-Sops Trees that Line Common  Pond ................... ...7</div> <div> West Cliffe: The Calaban </div> <div> - Miss Emma with her Grand Pickney Them ..............................8</div> <div>            The Mourning Dove ............................................................................  .9</div> <div> Black Gate ..................................................................... ....................... ...9</div> <div> <A HREF="id20.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 2 1990: It Was April It Was East"><U><B>Chapter Two</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>  .............................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 10-14</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>1990: It Was April; It Was Easter; Another Easter ......... 10</B></div> <div> April: 1990 .................................................................. .............10</div> <div> "I Was With Child; However Something Was Terrible Wrong: </div> <div>  I Could Hear The Owl Again"...............................10</div> <div> The Bond That Binds Us: </div> <div> He who comes in the Hours of Darken-ness........... 10</div> <div> Walking into the Garden with God Part I</div> <div> Who is she? [<I>In a silhouette, is actually, Who Is Me?] To be omitted</I></div> <bR> <div> May - Any May, Any Year:</div> <div>       Connecting - From the Corner of my mind; I looked</div> <div> A Place Called Negril; My Home .........................11</div> <div> The Time: </div> <div> "Setting: Recreating a time and place I knew intimately."</div> <div> Remembering A Place In Time I Knew ............................ 12-14</div> <div> Saying Good bye to Innocence and to Childhood; not Forgotten</div> <div> Remembering my childhood Friend Mel who died of Measles- 1966 </div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id21.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 3 Me and My Childhood Sickness:"><U><B>Chapter Three</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> ....................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 15-24</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Me and My Childhood Sickness: 1964-1966.....................15-17</B></div> <div> In Memories of Mel...It was Summer of 1965................... 18</div> <div> My Endometriosis....................................19 -20</div> <div> My First Day of School: 1962............21-22</div> <div> Memories....................................................23</div> <div> Wisdon.........................................................24</div> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id24.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 4 A Family of Strangers Thats "><U><B>Chapter Four</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> ......................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 25-32</B></FONT></div> <div> Who Is My Sister Doreen? What is the True Colours of Paulette?..........25</div> <div> No Sisterly Bonding. Never Was, never Will be</div> <div> The Stage Has Been Set</div> <div> <I>- 'A Family of Strangers; that's what we are'................... </I>26</div> <div> Paulette; Not My Father's Child ............................................ 27-28</div> <div> My Mother- My Father's Queen ........................................... 29</div> <div> Who's Junior ................................................................................ 29 </div> <div> 1977- Paulette's Shocking Words To Daddy................ 30</div> <div> Two Married Women Fighting over a Young Stud: </div> <div> ---- Sydney Reynolds.................................................................... 31</div> <div> My Sister Babbeth..................................................................   32</div> <div> My Brother Kevon..................................................................   32</div> <bR> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id25.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 5 List of Men whose Hearts Ive "><U><B>Chapter Five</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> ......................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 33-44</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>The Queen of Hearts </B></div> <div> How many hearts have I stolen? ............................... ........33</div> <div> The Queen of Hearts. There's no King of Diamond: </div> <div> --Unparalleled Life's........................................ 33</div> <div>  List of Men whose Heart I Broke ........................................ 34</div> <div> Start Counting- Stop Counting..................................34-35</div> <div> Faith Fate and Faithless</div> <div> Coming Out of the Darkness:....................................................36</div> <div> How it all started:.............................................................36-40</div> <div> The words: Gunmen and Kidnapped ......................40</div> <div> What? Yes, I Have To Tell It: The Cousin Who Sold Me Out.......41</div> <div> Dirty Secrets That Must Be Told:....................................................... 42</div> <div> The Years Women Should Fear: 29, 29 and 39 ........43</div> <div> No Little Darling for the Cradle: ..........................................43</div> <div> <I>"I See: All the Flower's Went to the Graveyard; </I></div> <div> <I>There Was None For My Wedding"................................... 44</I></div> <bR> <div> When God created Eden; He was in Negril .....................................44</div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id26.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 6 The W oman Called My Mother"><U><B>Chapter Six</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> ................................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 44-49</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>The Woman Called  My Mother:</B></div> <div> This year was 1969 .................................. .......  44</div> <div> 1990-1993: From the Outside Looking In .............. 46</div> <div> Re-evaluation .......................................................... 46</div> <div> Shame and Secrets .................................... ........46</div> <div> My father Named Me ~ Noamie ............................ ......47</div> <div> Who Poison My father- Who Decided His fate? ....... 48</div> <div> <I>            "What is it that a man should profit by gaining the world, but loose his soul"</I></div> <div> I, My Brother's Keeper - I, The Family Strength ...... 49</div> <div> September 2001: ..................................................................49</div> <div> I Went Home and Did What I Had to Do</div> <div> I Heard My father's Footsteps</div> <div> The Light Stayed Lit in The Passageway</div> <div> A Moment of Pride; Daddy's Little Girl .........49</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id27.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 7 Life is not always what its ad"><U><B>Chapter Seven</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> ................................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 50-56</B></FONT></div> <div> Life Is Not Always What Its Adds Up To Be...................50</div> <div> Winning! ......................................................................  50</div> <div> From The Corner of My Mind</div> <div> Understanding ..............................  51</div> <div>  - Intellectual Understanding</div> <div> -  Spiritual Understanding</div> <div> Cause and Affects ..................... 52</div> <div> 1960-Easter ............................. ...52</div> <div> Going back to 1978 ..................53-54</div> <div> Don't Hate Me- I'm No Puppet: ............55</div> <div>           <I>I Never Promise You a Flower Garden, Only a Rose</I></div> <div> The Effect ....................................  56</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id35.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 8 My Fathers Bride_ The Unfaithf"><U><B>Chapter Eight</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>................................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 57- 59</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>My Father's Bride; The Unfaithful Wife............... 57</B></div> <div> Egos....................... 58</div> <div> Family pride- Family Culture ...............  58</div> <div> Level of Satisfaction'; Measured: ...... 59</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id36.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 9My Mothers Evil_ My Years of Pa"><U><B>Chapter Nine</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>................................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 60-64</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>My Mother's Evil:...................................60</B></div> <div> Acceptance..........................  60</div> <div> Trekking Through Nompriel Mountain At 4:00AM To Feed A swine...61</div> <div> Finally Speaking Out.............................. 62</div> <div> Going Home 1990 ............................   62</div> <div> Connecting the Bloodline ................  63</div> <div> Tillbury- December 1998: ..............  64 </div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <div> <A HREF="id37.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 10 My Father"><U><B>Chapter Ten</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>................................................................. </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 65-69</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>My Father - Berrisford A. Bremmer ................................65- 66</B></div> <div> 1970: .............................................................67-68</div> <div> BLANK............................................................69</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id38.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 11 How I Conquered, And Overpowe"><U><B>Chapter Eleven</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>............................................................ </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 70 -75</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>How I Conquered, And overpowered This Evil ..................70</B></div> <div> Witchcraft And its Powers ........................................70</div> <div> Escaping into the mental World:</div> <div> Seeing the Work of Obeah First- Hand ............. .. 71-72</div> <div> October 14, 1979: The Death of Grandpa .........73-74</div> <div> Tribute to Grandfather Norman Black ..................75</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id39.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 12"><U><B>Chapter Twelve</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>............................................................ </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 76 -80</B></FONT></div> <div> <B> __The Sweet Bitter Love of Childhood</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B> __</B></FONT></div> <div> August 12, 1968 - Leaving Tillbury .....................76</div> <div> Morning Time: 1964-1968 .................................. 77</div> <div> The English Family Had Arrived ........................... 78</div> <div> Looking Back- Digging Day, 1964-65 ............... 79-80</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id40.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 13 Goodbyes: The Tragedies of"><U><B>Chapter Thirteen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>......................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 81 -85</B></FONT></div> <div>  <B>Good-byes- The Tragedies of Two men ........................ .......  81</B></div> <div> November 13, 1980 * November 13, 1979 ........  81-82</div> <div> A Christmas Story ..............................83-84</div> <div> Christmas Poem - 1964 ................ 84</div> <div> Memoirs of Zelfa ..............................  85 </div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id41.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 14"><U><B>Chapter Fourteen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>........................................................ </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 86 -93</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>The Blending of The Tourist Negril and Our Negril .............. 86-87</B></div> <div> __Jamaica my Jamaica __  ........................ 86</div> <div> The Blending of the Old Negril ................... 87-88</div> <div> The Negril of Bye-Gone Days ................... 89</div> <div> GQ & Esquire ............................... 89</div> <div> Negril: White Hall Estate ...........  90</div> <div> Llantrisanth:.....................................     90</div> <div> The Emergence of Today Negril and More ....................90-91</div> <div> What Is Beauty? ............................................92</div> <bR> <div> Who Could Forget Hall's Transport: </div> <div>           Good Old Dependable Hall Transport ...........   93</div> <div> 1950: A Time When Hall Transportation, </div> <div> The Only bus Company on the Island .............................93</div> <div> ~A Song Of The Times~</div> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id42.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 15"><U><B>Chapter Fifteen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>............................................................ </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 94-100</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>The Men Who Brought Negril to Its Heights ............................ .........94-95</B></div> <div> The Seventies- The Man -Cosmo Brown ...................................... 96</div> <div> The Seventies- The Man -Cosmo Brown & Daddy ....................96</div> <div> The Legend- William Lindsay ..............................................................98</div> <div> <I>~A Dedication to William Lindsay ~</I></div> <div> The Changing of the Guards- New Negril ....................................................100</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id43.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 16Behind The Great Mask Where Tw"><U><B>Chapter Sixteen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>........................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 101-112</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Behind the Great mask- Where Two Roads Meets .........................101</B></div> <div> A New Era .................................................................101</div> <div> Welcome to the Real Deal: Reality ...............102-103</div> <div> <I>~ A Serious Dialogue Written in the Jamaican Dialect~ </I></div> <div> 1976: The Beginning of The Sen-si-mena Orange Hill Ganja Trade .....104</div> <div> Pots of Gold................................................................................... 104-112</div> <div> Rich, It was Splash, Splash and Splash ............................104</div> <div> Where Two Roads Meets...Why here?</div> <div> Smugglers  Moon~ A Touching Story- Highly Emotional ....... 109</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id44.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 17Finally , Our of His mouth Com"><U><B>Chapter Seventeen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>....................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 113-126</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Finally, Out of His Mouth Cometh Truth ........................113</B></div> <div> Going back to Another Time: 1990 ................................114</div> <div> The Power of Evil: Daniel 8 ....................................... 115-119</div> <div> Abandonment: Drugs-Ganja-Obsession- et al.; ...........120</div> <div> The Grandmother ..................................... 121</div> <div> Why the Driving Anger: ......................... 122</div> <div> The Rage From Within .......................... 123-124</div> <div> The Cultural Side of Me; My Path that Takes me to Me .....125</div> <div> Dearest Miss Laurel Barrett- A Remembrance ....................126</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id58.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 18 Jealousy Happiness"><U><B>Chapter Eighteen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>.......................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 127-129</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Jealousy & Happiness...............................127</B></div> <div> <B>     </B>Questioning Her About  My Birth ................128-129</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id59.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 19My Reasons for Tracking My Bir"><U><B>Chapter Nineteen</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>......................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 130-136</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>My Reason for Tracking My Birth & Life ................................... 130-130</B></div> <div> Predictions of My God-mother; Miss Addie ......................130</div> <div> 1990 in the Hours of Darkness ..................131</div> <div> Light-Post Along The Way ..............................131</div> <div> <I>~Indeed- The Road That God us Here~</I></div> <div> Predictions of Miss Laurel Barrett ............132</div> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>_ </B><A HREF="id59.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 19My Reasons for Tracking My Bir"><U><B>Chapter Nineteen Part II</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>............................................ </B></FONT><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>P</B></FONT><B>age 133-136</B></div> <div> <B>My Father's Grave...............................................................133</B></div> <div>  Why I Use My Mother's Best Towel To Wash My Fathers' Grave, </div> <div> And Laugh About It </div> <div> My First 23 Years of Pain  .................................... 133</div> <div> Taking My Husband to See My Fathers Grave </div> <div> for The First Time ......................................................133</div> <div> The Day November 1980 .......................... 133</div> <div> Picture of My Brother Honey Sitting on </div> <div>  Daddy's Casket ................................................ 133</div> <div> 2001: September- Going Back .................................... 133</div> <bR> <div> It Was Easter of 1969: It Was A Time of Sadness  .............................134</div> <div> I walked That Lonely Black Night; That Dark Lonely Road  ...134</div> <div> It was Badly Beaten By My Mother; My Arm Appears Broken ....134</div> <div> Easter; Easter -It will Always Be At Easter ............................................135</div> <div> Part II  1980- It Was a Time of Sadness ..........................135</div> <bR> <div> 1980: November 13 ..........................................................135</div> <div> I Arrived Home For My Father's Funeral</div> <div> My Father Passed Away November 11, 1980</div> <bR> <div> November 15: 1980 ................................................................135</div> <div> The Message My Father had Left For me</div> <div> A Message of Full-fillment</div> <div> A Father Who Knew More of Me than I thought He Knew</div> <div> My Secret Places; I Smile</div> <div> November November; No Coincident: </div> <div> <I>The Day Dr. Molyneaux Gave Me My Birthday Card; The Day We Buried Daddy</I></div> <div> <I>The Sun was setting; The Coffin Was Lowered</I></div> <div> <I>From A distance I Heard A Cry: My Son, My Son; I Need to See My Son</I></div> <div> <I>Unspoken Words</I></div> <div> <I>I Would Have Admired His Guts: My Grandfather Kaya</I></div> <div> <I>The Setting Sun- Another Time Another Place</I></div> <div> <I>It Was A lived Life</I></div> <bR> <div> The Circle.......................................................................................136 </div> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <div> <A HREF="id60.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 20"><U><B>Chapter Twenty</B></U></A><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>......................................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 137-140</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>My 1993 Pregnancy; My Private Agony ......................... 137</B></div> <div> _ Predictions of The Times - My Timing by Reverend T.D. Jakes</div> <div> _ Predictions of My God-Father  ~ Father Knight ~  ................138</div> <div> _ Predictions of My Life </div> <div> My Godfather /My Godmother  ................................ 138</div> <div> The Sister Who Broke my Father's heart, just before his death:</div> <div> <I>  ~Why he cried~  </I>........................138</div> <div> Hello Heaven Send Me An Angel ............................... 139</div> <div> Having a Spiritual Mind; I See The Soul ....................140</div> <div> ~ My Son~</div> <div> ~My Son & Me~</div> <div> <I>Take The Name of Jesus With You; Child of Sorrow and of Pain </I></div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id61.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 21 Another Place Another Time "><U><B>Chapter Twenty- One</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>............................................ </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 141-146</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Another Place Another Time- I  Am In The Garden with God ............  141</B></div> <div> Strep-Appearing' into the Garden:........................ 142</div> <div> Taking me back to another time, another place ...................142</div> <div> Voices: .............................142</div> <div> Going back into the garden- Clear Reasoning:.........................143</div> <div> The difference between the Spiritual and the Physical .......143</div> <div> Hello Heaven Send me a   BMW; Lord I Could Use One .....144</div> <div> <I>~ Going into the Garden~  "Into the garden where Jesus went to Pray..."</I></div> <div> The Innocence of A Child- Born Without Fear: ......................145</div> <div> Death and Dying: ................................................145</div> <div>      Waking up this morning .................145</div> <div> The Power of God. The Power of the Mind........146</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id62.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 22 Summer of 1965"><U><B>Chapter Twenty- Two</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>........................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 147-149</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>Orange Hill & Summer of 1965 ...........................................................147</B></div> <div> <I>~Who can remember the Gennip Tree & the Beautiful </I></div> <div> <I>Poinsetta Tree by Miss Winsome shop in Orange Hill?~ </I></div> <div> I Remembered the Summer Uncle Pappa Woolcock Died: .... 147-148</div> <div> 1990: Remembering Uncle Arthur  Johnson ........................ 149</div> <div> Remembering Uncle Arthur's Cane Field ................................. 149</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id63.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 23 The Night The Fallen Angel La"><U><B>Chapter Twenty- Three</B></U></A><B> </B><FONT SIZE="5" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>.......................................... </B></FONT><B>P</B><FONT SIZE="4" COLOR="#000000" FACE="Dauphin" ><B>age 150-154</B></FONT></div> <div> <B>The Hours of Darken-ness-When the Evil Calls ..........................150</B></div> <div> 1990 May: ...................................................150</div> <div> <I>The Night the Fallen-Angel came to sit on top of the roof-Grandmother's House</I></div> <div> 1965: On The Road From Retirement- The Rolling Calf ................. 151</div> <div> What Jamaicans Called Obeah: ..............................................152</div> <bR> <div> <A HREF="id88.htm" TARGET="_top" TITLE="Chapter 24 Take The Name of Jesus With Y"><U><B>Chapter Twenty-FourTake The Name of Jesus With You Child of Sorrow</B></U></A></div> <bR> <div> Blessed Child of God ............................................................. 153</div> <bR> <div> Remembering Wiltie Johnson- " <I>I t was you who call me' Noam</I> "......154</div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>West Cliffe; The Place I called Home; The Place I walked Alone</B></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <B>About the  Author /Afterwords  ............................................ ......... 155-157</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>My Biography</B></div> <div> <B>Afterwords</B></div> <div> <B>Forever Gratitudes</B></div> <bR> <div> <B>Back Cover</B>- Grandmother Emma Black ~ The Mother I Knew!</div> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> <IMG SRC="2fe58010.gif" border=0 width="600" height="1" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <div> <IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <bR> <div> <TABLE BORDER="2" CELLPADDING="1" CELLSPACING="1" WIDTH="688" BORDERCOLORLIGHT="#C0C0C0" BORDERCOLORDARK="#808080" FRAME="BOX" RULES="ALL" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" > <tR> <tD VALIGN=CENTER BGCOLOR=#000000 HEIGHT= 458 WIDTH="678"><div> <B><IMG SRC="1c487650.jpg" border=0 width="135" height="101" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></B></div> <bR> <div> Special Gratitude to all the individuals who provided the Beautiful Orchids, and some  Rose displayed in the Book  </div> <bR> <div> To Dr. Paracme, [not his real name] Eric Von Zipper, Barbara, Selvin,  and many others   for their support  and inspiration throughout the years. </div> <bR> <div> To my Husband Brad and to My Beloved Son who stood by me through the rough times. </div> <div>  </div> <bR> <div> <IMG SRC="1c5785a0.jpg" border=0 width="120" height="90" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <bR> <bR> <DIV ALIGN="LEFT"></DIV> <div> Other materials are copyrights © of Jamaica Noamie:  noamies-negril.com</div> </tD> </tR> </TABLE></div> <bR> <bR> <bR> <div> <IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"><IMG SRC="3389a720.jpg" border=0 width="154" height="114" ALIGN="BOTTOM" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0"></div> <bR> <bR> <div> <TABLE BORDER="2" CELLPADDING="1" CELLSPACING="1" WIDTH="688" BORDERCOLORLIGHT="#C0C0C0" BORDERCOLORDARK="#808080" FRAME="BOX" RULES="ALL" HSPACE="0" VSPACE="0" > <tR> <tD VALIGN=CENTER BGCOLOR=#000000 HEIGHT= 51 WIDTH="678"><div> <I><B>This site and its pages are Copyright 1998-2008. 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